I HAVE A REAL PROBLEM WITH MEN. AND NO IT'S NOT ALL MEN BUT I HAVE HAD SOME REALLY UNPLEASENT INCOUNTERS AT A VERY YOUNG AGE.FIRST OFF MY DAD WASN'T AROUND AND I DON'T KNOW WHO HE IS AND LIKE MOST KIDS THAT GROW UP WITHOUT A FATHER YOU HEAR STORIES BUT FOR ALL I KNOW THEY COULD'VE BEEN MADE UP. I HAVE A REAL SORE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY GRANDFATHER AND UNCLES. MY UNCLES NEVER REALLY TOOK THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME AND DON'T LET ME GET STARTED ON MY HATEFUL, MEAN AND SELFISH GRANDFATHER.MY FIRST ...