DEAR READERS,
MY LIFE IS HELL AND I LOVE GENERATING MY OPINION AND EXPERIANCES WITH OTHERS ALTHOUGH YOU MAY NOT AGREE WITH WHAT I HAVE TO SAY REMEMBER AT THE END OF THE DAY ITS ONLY MY OPINION.
WELL, LIKE I SAID MY LIFE IS HELL I HAVE WENT THROUGH EVERYTHING POSSIBLE. LIKE I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED AS A CHILD. I JUST RECENTLY GOT OVER A PILL ADICTION. MY MOM WAS A DRUG USER AND I DON'T REALLY KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT MY FATHER. I FELT HATED AS A CHILD SO NOW I THINK BLOGGING REALLY HELP GET A LOT OF PROBLEMS AND FRUSTRATIONS REALLY OUT THERE IN THE OPEN.
A FEW TIMES I'VE TOOK PILLS AND OVER DOSED. I JUST FELT LIKE I WAS UNWANTED AND I WAS JUST TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM ALL MY PROBLEMS AND NOW I REALIZE ALL THE PAIN I WAS CAUSEING TO THOUGHS WHO DO LOVE AND CARE FOR ME .
JUST A MONTH AGO I TOOK 47 ASPRINS. IT WASN'T AS BAD AS THE MEDS. I USUALLY TAKE BUT IT MADE ME OPEN MY EYES ON WHAT I WAS DOING TO EVERYONE INCLUDING MY MOM WHO IS CURRENTLY OFF DRUGS.
I TOOK THOSE PILLS BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I HAVE NOTHING. I'M LIVING WITH A FAMILY MEMBER AND THERES BARLEY ENOUGH ROOM FOR ME HERE. I'M IN SO MUCH CREDIT CARD DEBT TO IT'S PATHETIC (OVER 32,000.00). I LOST MY JOB AND I CAN'T FIND ANOTHER ONE RIGHT NOW. I HAVE A CAR BUT WHEN I WAS 17 ME AND MY FRIENDS WHERE OUT HAVING FUN AT A PARTY AND SHE WAS TO DRUNK TO DRIVE SO I DID BUT TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT I GOT HIT FROM BEHIND BUT THE CAR I WAS DRIVING HAD NO INSURIANCE AND I ENDED UP WITH A SUSPENDED LI. AND I DIDN'T FIND OUT TILL I BOUGHT MY CAR AND TRIED TO GET A TAG FOR IT.
I'M TELLING YOU ALL BITS AND PEACES OF MY LIFE TO MAYBE HELP YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW
IF SO YOU CAN EMAIL ME AT SHANLEYWINDLESS@YAHOO.COM
USE THAT EMAIL ADDRESS TO TALK OR SHARE NEW BLOG IDEAS OR TOPICS YOU WANT ME TO ADDRESS.
IF YOU WANNA BE KIND AND DONATE MONEY TO HELP ME WITH MY DEBT
ALL YOU NEED IS A PAYPAL ACCOUNT THANKS AND GOD BLESS
