mytrueopinion

I HAVE A REAL PROBLEM WITH MEN. AND NO IT'S NOT ALL MEN BUT I HAVE HAD SOME REALLY UNPLEASENT INCOUNTERS AT A VERY YOUNG AGE.FIRST OFF MY DAD WASN'T AROUND AND I DON'T KNOW WHO HE IS AND LIKE MOST KIDS THAT GROW UP WITHOUT A FATHER YOU HEAR STORIES BUT FOR ALL I KNOW THEY COULD'VE BEEN MADE UP. I HAVE A REAL SORE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY GRANDFATHER AND UNCLES. MY UNCLES NEVER REALLY TOOK THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME AND DON'T LET ME GET STARTED ON MY HATEFUL, MEAN AND SELFISH GRANDFATHER.MY FIRST TRUE LOVE CHEATED ON ME IN HIGHSCHOOL AND GOT A GIRL PREGNANT AFTER YEARS OF US BEING TOGETHER.THEN I FOUND SOMEONE ELSE. IT WAS COOL AT FIRST BUT THEN HE PULLED A GUN OUT ON ME BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO GO TO HIS HOUSE WITH HIM AND HE SAID HE FELT LIKE I MUST HAVE BEEN PLAYING HIM WHEN THAT WAS NOT THE CASE BECAUSE IM JUST NOT THAT TYPE OF GIRL.ME AND MY AUNT WHERE LIKE BEST FRIENDS AT ONE POINT AND THEN SHE GOT WITH THIS GUY WHO SHE IS STILL WITH THATS LIKE 10 YEARS YOUNGER THAN HER.SO TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT HE'S MY AGE AND HE WOULD TRY TO MESS WITH ME ALL THE TIME AND HE WOULD EVEN BE STANDING OVER MY BED SOME NIGHTS AND WHEN I TOLD HER SHE BLAMED IT ON THE WAY I DRESSED.I'VE NEVER BEEN THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT DRESSED SLUTTY BUT I DO EDMIT THAT I WEAR CLOTHES THAT HUG MY FIGURE BECAUSE I'M PROUD OF IT.SO WHEN I GET INVOLVED WITH OTHER PPL I FIND MYSELF PUTTING THEM DOWN OR NOT BEING ABLE TO FULL COMMIT AND THEN ONCE AGAIN I END UP ALONE WONDERING WHY CAN'T I LET ANYBODY LOVE ME AND I LOVE THEM BACK.
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